mra said something to me………………………..

that fund must be returned if my paper got rejected……………………….. I know that……………………….. I acknowledge that……………………….. he doesn’t have to say it……………………….. it makes more hurt to my pain……………………….. he can talk bout other things……………………….. pray for my paper to be accepted……………………….. help my paper to pass ……………………….. calm me\……………………….. hug me……………………….. cheer me up……………………….. or else ………………………..

mrsj said something………………………..

that I should wait for Monday or Tuesday……………………….. I am shocked……………………….. wow……………………….. does she have the power……………………….. to intervene that place……………………….. I hope she has……………………….. I hope she can help me with this thing……………………….. I hope she can make me happy……………………….. I hope she can help my paper ………………………..

today mrb will come to my place………………………..

I hope it is a good sign……………………….. \i hope it is something important……………………….. I hope his can bring my smile back……………………….. I hope this can cheer me up……………………….. I hope a lot of things……………………….. I hope god bless this thing ………………………..

am I cocky………………………..

I think I am not……………………….. if I have to choose a partner……………………….. I have to do the selection too……………………….. I have to choose the best one……………………….. how bout you……………………….. we just known each other……………………….. in a very short time……………………….. and we don’t meet each other yet……………………….. at all……………………….. and you ask for a relationship……………………….. holy ef ………………………..

mrb………………………..

I am sorry……………………….. I did wake up late……………………….. stupid me……………………….. I don’t join the meeting……………………….. the lost party is me……………………….. dear lord……………………….. help me……………………….. please wake me up early in the morning……………………….. if I have something important ………………………..

1 nov 18 kamis……………………………………

wrg…………………………………… jemput Pamela…………………………………… kampus…………………………………… atm…………………………………… alfa…………………………………… bensin…………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………

31 okt 18 rabu……………………………………

kampus…………………………………… mlm wrg…………………………………… alfa…………………………………… jemput baskoro…………………………………… karaoke w baskoro n ibas…………………………………… at masterpiece…………………………………… ngantar baskoro…………………………………… pul keujanan…………………………………… allahuakbar……………………………………