17 nov 18 sabtu…………………………………………..

seharian tidur………………………………………….. siang bengkel………………………………………….. superindo………………………………………….. bad experience………………………………………….. mlm pijet………………………………………….. allahuakbar…………………………………………..

16 nov 18 jumat…………………………………………..

kampus………………………………………….. toko dvd………………………………………….. pul………………………………………….. matlamp………………………………………….. dpmall………………………………………….. parker eror………………………………………….. nonton………………………………………….. allahuakbar…………………………………………..

15 nov 18 kamis ………………………………………………………………………..…………..

kampus………………………………………….. mlm jemput ikha………………………………………….. jowo deles………………………………………….. ngantar ikha………………………………………….. allahuakbar…………………………………………..

there is a member of p joining the election............................

there is an info of misconception............................ some say that ll p member should choose him............................ then mrr decides............................ all member of p do not have the obligation to choose him............................ coz election is free to choose............................ according to one's heart............................ i agree............................ then mrx gets angry............................ and he left the group............................ pray to lord............................ if the candidate is good............................ i hope he wins the election............................ and can improve the organitasion............................ in all aspects............................ as i feel our organitation is not good yet............................ it still needs improvement........................................................ a lot .............................

i am sorry that i love you ...........................

you dont have to love me back ........................... you are my star ........................... please shine always ........................... continuously ........................... non stop ........................... i will have your lght from afar ........................... i will always pray for you ........................... your good ........................... your success ........................... your health ........................... your bright ........................... i will always have you in my mind ........................... i do hope the best for you ........................... the swells in my heart ........................... i can take it to my grave ........................... i think i can happy this way ........................... he gives this love to me ...........................

suddenly i sweat a lot..................................

it is a bad sign.................................. and i remember my dream last night.................................. i think i screa for real.................................. i shout 'thief' very loudly.................................. what is the meaning of this lord.................................. i am confused.................................. please explain.................................. i dont want to be curious.................................. i really dont feel good.................................. what happen.................................. i am afraid lord.................................. i hope i am fine.................................. i hope you protect me all the way.................................. always.................................. never stop.................................. it is scary.................................. this world is scary place.................................. and you create this.................................. and you put me here.................................. why ..................................

i dont know how.........................

but these two bring hot air......................... not in positive way......................... i do feel hot suddenly......................... it feels like in sauna......................... what is it......................... i hope i am fine......................... i hope these two dont give me negative vibe......................... they look fine......................... like couple......................... i hope they are couple......................... that would be nice......................... then they will give me impact......................... their love power gets over me......................... so i am infected......................... and i will have my own......................... and i will be happy......................... this one will last long......................... till the day i die......................... till death do us part......................... in the name of lord .........................