all the things in this world are pseudo…………………………………………………..

even what is already in hand is mirage………………………………………………….. what is in hand doesn’t mean it is for us………………………………………………….. satanic false hope………………………………………………….. I thought what I have in hand is securely mine………………………………………………….. thus I do everything carelessly………………………………………………….. I make it to the max style………………………………………………….. and it turns out all of that is fake………………………………………………….. all of that is mirage………………………………………………….. he took it all away………………………………………………….. left me behind hopelessly………………………………………………….. full of blood and pus………………………………………………….. crying inside continuously………………………………………………….. inside the heart and soul …………………………………………………..

the connection is error…………………………………………………..

I have a lot to do………………………………………………….. I am confused………………………………………………….. I am stressed………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. I want to go home………………………………………………….. I want to meet my bike………………………………………………….. I want to find it in another place………………………………………………….. at aunt place………………………………………………….. at café………………………………………………….. but I am poor now………………………………………………….. don’t do it in café………………………………………………….. it is expensive………………………………………………….. make it at aunt place………………………………………………….. it is free………………………………………………….. but I should bear all the condition …………………………………………………..

mrw…………………………………………………..

want it………………………………………………….. but I don’t know………………………………………………….. if it is good for me or not………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. show me the way………………………………………………….. make it close if it is good for me………………………………………………….. make it far if it is bad for me………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. don’t give me false hope………………………………………………….. don’t make me sad………………………………………………….. don’t fly me high………………………………………………….. if in the end you make me fall …………………………………………………..

remember old time…………………………………………………..

have a police as a lover………………………………………………….. now regretting it………………………………………………….. want to go back to that time………………………………………………….. feeling stupid………………………………………………….. why did I have to let it go………………………………………………….. now feel insecure………………………………………………….. being chased by satan………………………………………………….. want to have that back………………………………………………….. so I will feel safe………………………………………………….. I will be calm………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. bring it back to me………………………………………………….. make me safe………………………………………………….. make me calm………………………………………………….. make me happy …………………………………………………..

all my notes are gone…………………………………………………..

coz my lap suddenly dead………………………………………………….. it is my fault………………………………………………….. I did not charge………………………………………………….. and I left it on the table………………………………………………….. making me stressed………………………………………………….. and now the connection is error too………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. make it work smoothly………………………………………………….. save my things nicely………………………………………………….. make it last long………………………………………………….. thus I can work………………………………………………….. making income for living………………………………………………….. and I will give my life to you………………………………………………….. my work………………………………………………….. my socialization\………………………………………………….. my salary………………………………………………….. my love………………………………………………….. my laugh………………………………………………….. my smile………………………………………………….. my cry………………………………………………….. my happiness………………………………………………….. my sadness ………………………………………………….. my everything …………………………………………………..

motorbike…………………………………………………..

I did buy food………………………………………………….. for the first time………………………………………………….. in that place………………………………………………….. then the seller borrowed my moto………………………………………………….. I didi not feel good\………………………………………………….. afraid that he will steal my moto………………………………………………….. in the name of lord………………………………………………….. I hope everything will be ok………………………………………………….. lord help me please………………………………………………….. lord protect me please………………………………………………….. from bad people………………………………………………….. who have evil intention for me………………………………………………….. I am afraid of that kind of thing………………………………………………….. I give you my all………………………………………………….. you are my everything………………………………………………….. without you I am nothing …………………………………………………..

his text makes me hurt\………………………………………..

now he doesn’t really care about me……………………………………….. I can see it through his text……………………………………….. I must fight alone……………………………………….. lord help me please……………………………………….. send me friends……………………………………….. should I report to aan……………………………………….. but the most important thing is to report to you……………………………………….. I give it all to you……………………………………….. all my problems……………………………………….. that satan……………………………………….. myself……………………………………….. all of me……………………………………….. my fear……………………………………….. I hope you come soon……………………………………….. to help me……………………………………….. to hold mev……………………………………….. to save me ………………………………………..