shutting off the lappt too soon....................................

it is still taking a long time.................................... i am confused what to do.................................... writing that and this.................................... sharing this and that.................................... then hearing the calling.................................... then going there.................................... it is unusual.................................... may lord accept this.................................... may lord receive my visit.................................... may lord receive my pray.................................... may lord bless me.................................... is it okay, right.................................... to expect things from him.................................... the reward of his love.................................... the reward of his care.................................... the reward of his compasion.................................... and much more ....................................

suddenly think of that ……………………….

am I included in lord’s class ………………………. the one who will receive the protection ………………………. the love ………………………. it will be scary if I am not in it ………………………. I should convince myself ………………………. that I am in his class ………………………. lets make sure of it ………………………. being his good whorshipper ………………………. making myself better ………………………. making myself worth before him ………………………. making him love me ………………………. making him protect me ………………………. making him take me to his home ……………………….

15 jan 19 selasa……………………………………………………………………………….

kampus………………………………………………………………………………. fatimazahra………………………………………………………………………………. kampus………………………………………………………………………………. Pamela………………………………………………………………………………. allahuakbar……………………………………………………………………………….

14 jan 19 senen……………………………………………………………………………….

kampus………………………………………………………………………………. bank jateng ngantar Pamela………………………………………………………………………………. kampus ambil motor………………………………………………………………………………. ngantar Pamela………………………………………………………………………………. alfa………………………………………………………………………………. allahuakbar……………………………………………………………………………….

13 jan 19 ming……………………………………………………………………………….

dpmall………………………………………………………………………………. allahuakbar……………………………………………………………………………….

12 jan 19 sabtu……………………………………………………………………………….

mall………………………………………………………………………………. café………………………………………………………………………………. nonton………………………………………………………………………………. wrg………………………………………………………………………………. mlm rapat rt………………………………………………………………………………. allahuakbar……………………………………………………………………………….

11 jan 19 jumat……………………………………………………………………………….

kampus………………………………………………………………………………. alfa………………………………………………………………………………. allahuakbar……………………………………………………………………………….