they say it will late for an hour……………………………………………………………

making me nervous…………………………………………………………… I hope I can make it tomorrow morning…………………………………………………………… wish me luck guys…………………………………………………………… scary…………………………………………………………… scared…………………………………………………………… nervous…………………………………………………………… my own mistake…………………………………………………………… I should leave this morning…………………………………………………………… or before…………………………………………………………… stupid me…………………………………………………………… but that was the past…………………………………………………………… it is no use being sorry over the spilt milk…………………………………………………………… now just pray…………………………………………………………… pray hard…………………………………………………………… pray really hard…………………………………………………………… lets hope lord bless me…………………………………………………………… and make it happen for me…………………………………………………………… taking the test tomorrow morning…………………………………………………………… then everything runs smoothly…………………………………………………………… thanks god for that…………………………………………………………… it is just that…………………………………………………………… the questions are difficult ……………………………………………………………

I am in so much trouble……………………………………………………………

lets go back to the previous state…………………………………………………………… just being an ordinary teacher…………………………………………………………… just teaching and being happy…………………………………………………………… and loving god…………………………………………………………… and hoping he loves me back…………………………………………………………… coz it hurts a lot…………………………………………………………… the work line…………………………………………………………… the love line…………………………………………………………… lets smile and laugh…………………………………………………………… gets and give love to the whole big world…………………………………………………………… and there is this case…………………………………………………………… if I don’t make it…………………………………………………………… the whole world will know…………………………………………………………… that I am stupid…………………………………………………………… in another aspect…………………………………………………………… maybe they will stop asking me for help…………………………………………………………… translating for free…………………………………………………………… that is annoying…………………………………………………………… in the end…………………………………………………………… I should not expect things from human……………………………………………………………

it is always like this……………………………………………………………

when you afraid…………………………………………………………… suddenly there is so much going on…………………………………………………………… in your head…………………………………………………………… it is very chaotic in there…………………………………………………………… a lot of thoughts…………………………………………………………… mostly bad…………………………………………………………… and it makes you more nervous…………………………………………………………… more scared…………………………………………………………… more afraid…………………………………………………………… oh my god…………………………………………………………… and I lost my note…………………………………………………………… making me more confused…………………………………………………………… making me more afraid…………………………………………………………… lord…………………………………………………………… how could it happen…………………………………………………………… help me please…………………………………………………………… you are the great…………………………………………………………… in the end…………………………………………………………… you did bless me…………………………………………………………… you don’t make me late…………………………………………………………… I can make it to the test…………………………………………………………… and I am grateful for that ……………………………………………………………

waiting……………………………………………………………

and being afraid of the result…………………………………………………………… I had paid expensive for this…………………………………………………………… and I got a very difficult question…………………………………………………………… and there is a possibility of not passing…………………………………………………………… I am in so much afraid…………………………………………………………… and now I am scared…………………………………………………………… waiting for the travel…………………………………………………………… I hope I can stay here till seven…………………………………………………………… lets hope so…………………………………………………………… just don’t know what to do…………………………………………………………… and it is annoying…………………………………………………………… seeing people around…………………………………………………………… it is good…………………………………………………………… as if nothing happen…………………………………………………………… at least I order food…………………………………………………………… and it is expensive…………………………………………………………… so it is my right to enjoy the place…………………………………………………………… for a long time…………………………………………………………… as long as I want…………………………………………………………… and there is no queue…………………………………………………………… so I don’t make trouble for others…………………………………………………………… so that is the solution…………………………………………………………… for my problem …………………………………………………………………..

dear someone out there ……………………………………………………

i need love……………………………………………… i will you give you love……………………………………………… all of it……………………………………………… all of me……………………………………………… all of my love……………………………………………… if you promise to love me back……………………………………………… not to hurt me……………………………………………… #needpartnerforlife ………………………………………………

thx u very much ……………………………………………………………………….

your cruelness erases my love for you……………………………………………………………… thx lord……………………………………………………………… twice you broke my heart……………………………………………………………… no……………………………………………………………… actually it is thrice……………………………………………………………… if I count the very first one……………………………………………………………… the one that me being stupid and idiot……………………………………………………………… now I realize……………………………………………………………… you are not good for me……………………………………………………………… I hope you find another victim……………………………………………………………… or maybe you just stop your cruelty……………………………………………………………… and become a nice person……………………………………………………………… who don’t play with people heart………………………………………………………………

beware of it ………………………………………………………………….

he puts a spell on you…………………………………………………………… pray hard…………………………………………………………… ask for protection…………………………………………………………… ask him to send away the bad people…………………………………………………………… the ones who hurt me…………………………………………………………… the ones who will hurt me…………………………………………………………… being stupid today…………………………………………………………… that time i promise myself not to meet that person again…………………………………………………………… i forgot it today…………………………………………………………… idiot…………………………………………………………… i must not forget it again next times…………………………………………………………… i hope he help me with this promise…………………………………………………………… believing he is bad…………………………………………………………… i am sure he meets another tonight……………………………………………………………