23 jan 22 minggu

 

23 jan 22 minggu

shrndrmh

allahuakbar

22 jan 22 sabtu

 

22 jan 22 sabtu

shrndrmh

allahuakbar

the negativity

 

the negativity

all strike me in the way i got there

it is very disturbing

get me boiled inside

is frustrating

dont want to feel that way

but the thoughts come and come again

the lady disturbed me

locked the gate

i cant come in

it is annoying very much

then i got so mad

i broke the gate

lets hope that will not happen again

then the office problems

my chat got piled up under the others

feel being wronged

then blaming the committee

it is their fault

not making the proper system

they should tho

some already had suggested them

but they ignored it

stupid them

may this not happen again in the future

then the student problem

step down from the program

as she got accepted in two different programs

it will be very hard for her to do both

as both has enormous burden of tasks

lets hope she will be ok

there will be two events

 

there will be two events

the pono family

at this moment

i dont feel like to join them

but i dont have excuse

maybe he will help

there will be an excuse before the date

so i can cancel my participation

lets hope so

then there is the other

the pekal family

there will be gathering

and the feeling not want to join is here

the anxiety

just dont like this feeling

lets hope the same

may he give me another plan

so i can have an excuse not to join them

lets hope he will help me so

i think i did a bad thing

 

i think i did a bad thing

i bought food

then i dont eat it

then i waste it

that is awful

actually

i had plans

to eat it in the morning

then again

there is that problem

that scary woman

make it all hurtful

ruin it all

then again

lets learn from this

lets not do that again

just buy full discourse

the side dish and the rice

so the schedule will not be disturbed by her

lets do that again next time

i got left behind

 

i got left behind

the agent forgot about me

it hurts

a lot

then again

i think it is my fault

i should text them before one

to remind them

about me

about my seat

then again

the milk is already spilt

lets learn from this

lets not do that again

and that thing

maybe it is a punishment

for me

from him

for all the wrongs i did

let it all happen

let take it all in

let follow the flow

thx god everything was ok

problems

 

problems

it turns out this way

the time for check out

and the time the car leaves for semarang

they dont match

and again

i got left behind

i should learn from this

next time i should rent a car

so the schedule will not be a problem anymore

and there will be no others left me behind

lets do that