16 april 23 minggu

 16 april 23 minggu

sorewrg

majt

alfa

pom

allahuakbar

Gasping for air

 

In the name of the greatest

Give me your grandness

So I can relate it all to you

Giving my all

To the duties I was assigned

The one that feel burdening me so much

Feeling in pain

Squeezing my chest so deep

Gasping for air

Releasing the sweats

Pouring the wholesome tears

Washing the colorful land

Poisoning the neighbors

Contaminating the community

Painting it all rainbow

Want to scream

 

my head hurt

So many things to do

And I procrastinate

It hurt a lot

It burdens my head so much

It kills me inside

Want to scream

Want to magically done all the things

Want everything finish all at once

Want to get spv easily

But never get that

This has been so long

And I never get the spv they want

I did get the spv I want

But it is personal

I can't use that for scholarship

And that hurts

Lord

Help me pls

Get me spv that they want

I promise I will work hard

I promise I will never give up

I promise I will accept all your decisions

As all your plan are good

15 april 23 sabtu

 15 april 23 sabtu

aan nmobil

bowojemput

olipbukber

bowonganter

aan

allahuakbar

14 april 23 jumat

 

14 april 23 jumat

jumatan

indoabsen

mlmtaraweh

wrg

parents

ciprutpendarahan

allahuakbar

13 april 23 kamis

 13 april 23 kamis

kampus

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar

Into oblivion

 

the previously is scary

the adding is burdening

ghost of the brains

rock squeezing the lungs

tears rivering

dear the great

promise me power of light

What is it now

Everything is scary

Everything need time

Everything need effort

But I find it hard to get those

Injecting into my system

Everything seems to disappear

Into oblivion

Nothing left

Just the dust and the fog

Full of fragrance

Remind me of another land

The colorful clouds