26 juli 23 rabu

 26 juli 23 rabu

wrg

pom

kampus

servislappy

kfc

wawan

wrgkopi

pul

mlmrapatrt

allahuakbar

come what may

 

.

why are they here

it is disturbing

i dont like them

but i must ilke them

he will hate me

if i hate them

so i must love them

trying so hard

not hating them

trying so hard

to love them

to like them

come what may

as long as they dont disturb me

just pretend that they are guardians of the environment

existing everywhere

guarding here and there

with full force

 

.

Mrh

it turns out

holymoly

the work is messy

good grace

must be patient

must be strong

must work

do it myself

with full force

excitedly

with love

hopefully

that he saw me

always

who keep fighting

no stopping

all is well

 

forgot the story

but really scary

so gloomy

very dark

make sad

make depression

like a mace of the future

like a light stick

all tiring

all sad

scary

hope it's just a dream

hope that's not a sign of anything

hope all is well

I have to believe that all is well

because there he is

he will always protect me

25 juli 23 selasa

 

25 juli 23 selasa

bankjatengeror

wrg

kamous

bankjateng

pul

masjid

bukartinabunuvi

tilikbayibuida

pul

pijet

allahuakbar

the life of the flowers

 

.

It is confusing tho

Someone chat to me 

Suddenly

Out of the blue

And I don't know how to react

Everything seems blur

Blurry expectation is what matter most

Scary to the bone

As you know nothing

And everything is expected to be clear

And everyone expect you to be clear

But you are in the most vague state of all

And the long wait

The queue to no end

As dragon tail go left and right

Dancing to the sound of the soul

Spirit of heavens

Colorful auras

Bringing you to the life of the flowers

Engulfing you into the fragrance of the earth

Engrossing you into the beauty of the nothingness

Just stand still

Look far ahead

Taking a deep breath

Inhaling all the incessants

Little tickling on the throat

Coughing blood

In red and pink

.

24 juli 23 senen

 

24 juli 23 senen

alfa

wrg

kampusdies

bni1eror

bni2

cimb

wrgmi

wrgblonjo

pul

mlmwrgarji

allahuakbar