Thursday, December 12, 2024

What Is Jealousy?

 




What Is Jealousy?

Jealousy, a shadow cast at noon,
A serpent coiled beneath the moon.
It whispers sharp, with poison tongue,
In hearts of old, in minds so young.

A fleeting doubt, a roaring tide,
A burning ache we cannot hide.
Its roots dig deep, its vines entwine,
It turns the sweetest into brine.

It wears a mask of wounded pride,
A longing gaze we cannot abide.
It speaks of love, but sows despair,
It thrives on what it cannot share.

Its eyes are green, a bitter hue,
It feeds on envy, pure and true.
The spark it strikes ignites the flame,
It makes us cruel, it knows no shame.

It stirs when others seem to shine,
And questions, “Why is that not mine?”
A friend’s success, a lover’s glance,
A rival’s joy, a missed romance.

It grows from seeds of fear and lack,
From dreams we think we can’t get back.
From wounds unhealed, from pride unmet,
From promises we won’t forget.

It whispers softly in the night,
It steals the stars, it dims the light.
It tells us lies, it makes us weep,
It haunts our thoughts, it steals our sleep.

But jealousy is not our foe,
Though bitter truths it dares to show.
It speaks of wounds we must attend,
It guides the heart it tries to bend.

For jealousy is but a plea,
A mirror held for us to see.
The love we crave, the dreams we chase,
The hollow fears we cannot face.

It asks us, "What is it you seek?
What makes you feel so small, so weak?
What do you need to heal your soul,
To feel complete, to feel made whole?"

It points to love we’ve yet to give,
To joy suppressed, to ways we live.
It marks the places we must grow,
The truths we’ve buried, scared to know.

And so, though sharp its stinging pain,
Its lessons fall like healing rain.
It shows the paths we might create,
If we release the chains of hate.

For jealousy, when faced with grace,
Can teach us how to find our place.
To celebrate, not to compare,
To know abundance, not despair.

To trust the gifts that we possess,
To let go of the heart’s duress.
To see that love is not a race,
But something vast, a boundless space.

So let the serpent coil and hiss,
But don’t mistake its venom’s kiss.
It is a guide, a chance to learn,
A fire within that we must burn.

For jealousy is but a guide,
A teacher walking by our side.
It speaks of what we long to be,
And begs, “Awake! Set yourself free!”

Embrace the lessons it imparts,
The truths it hides within our hearts.
For once we see its fractured face,
We find our strength, we find our grace.

No longer green, its eyes grow clear,
It fades away, it disappears.
Its chains unbind, its hold gives way,
And light returns to claim the day.

So, jealousy, I honor thee,
For all the truths you show to me.
Though sharp your sting, though cruel your art,
You are a teacher of the heart.

And when your voice grows soft and still,
I’ll walk the path of my own will.
I’ll seek no more what others own,
For I have found my heart, my home.

Whispers of the Wind

 




Whispers of the Wind

The wind dances through the trees,
A timeless song, a fleeting breeze.
It carries whispers, soft and low,
Of ancient tales we’ll never know.

The river hums its gentle tune,
Reflecting shards of silver moon.
Each ripple tells a secret sweet,
Of earth and sky where heavens meet.

The stars alight in velvet skies,
A million dreams before our eyes.
They call us forth, a guiding gleam,
To chase the threads of every dream.

So walk the path, both wild and free,
And hear the song of eternity.
For life’s a verse, a fleeting rhyme,
A precious gift through endless time.

What is jealousy

 




What is jealousy

It bothers me a lot

She got projects and I don’t

Her thing got accepted and I don’t

I feel blocked

I feel rage

I feel anger

I feel angst

I feel uneasiness

I feel jealous

Just let it be

Follow the lead

Go with the flow

All has time

Including this

There will be time mine will be accepted

There will be time I got projects

The bis project

And bigger projects


12 des 24 kamis

 




kelas pagi prof chen

kelas siang online

mlm dijemput bdian

tokosayur

ceh ita

allahuakbar

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

11 des 24 rabu

 




kuliah pagi prof wu min chang

outdoor activity go to jikoji temple

maksi at kampus by chicken master

kuliah prof vera

mlm farewell party kelas bhs china

allahuakbar

Tuesday, December 10, 2024

Strength in the Storm

 




Strength in the Storm

It's okay to face a mountain high,
To feel the weight and wonder why.
The endless tasks, the sleepless nights,
The struggle to find the guiding light.

It’s okay to stress, to feel the strain,
For growth is born through toil and pain.
Each challenge met, each hurdle crossed,
Is never time or effort lost.

When it feels too much, when hope seems dim,
I lift my heart and turn to Him.
For I believe, with faith so true,
He’ll guide me through what I must do.

Solutions come, like dawn’s embrace,
With patience, strength, and boundless grace.
No storm’s too great, no path too steep,
When in His care, my soul can sleep.

So I’ll press on, with courage bright,
Through trials dark, He is my light.
It’s okay to struggle, okay to try,
For He will lift me, He will supply.

A Heart at Peace

 




A Heart at Peace

It's fine to live with little gold,
For God's great love is wealth untold.
Through every trial, every test,
He keeps me safe; I’m truly blessed.

No treasures grand, no lavish feast,
Yet He provides; my needs don’t cease.
The bread I eat, the air I breathe,
Are gifts from Him; in Him, I believe.

When storms arise, when shadows fall,
I feel His hand, so strong, so tall.
He whispers softly, "Do not fear,
I’m always near; my love is clear."

Enough for today, enough for tomorrow,
He fills my joy, erases sorrow.
A little money, but faith so great,
In His good plan, I trust my fate.

With open heart, my soul will sing,
For He’s my shelter, my eternal King.
Through every moment, through time’s decree,
He will provide; He cares for me.