suddenly bad news
dear lord
i cant do things for them
just pray that they will be fine
and if you allow me
i want to pray for me too
i domt want this news put me down
i want to be ok to do my study
i want to finish my study smoothly
i dont want them to distract me
sometimes my head goes crazy
that all of this is only make up story
in reality she just isnt that
she just want to get attention
she just it
that is disgusting
but in your book you say that
in her age it is time she becomes kid again
need attention
need affection
make a lot of noise
make a lot of voice
but the pain still exist
remembering all the bad things she done to me
and it still hurts
a lot
i just hope i can let it go
i hope i have the ability to let it go
but not now
i dont know when
you know when
now i put her in your hand
you should take care of her
