14 des 25 minggu

 

femi kopi

sampah

atm

perpus

ce ita

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13 des 25 sabtu

 

tokobuah

lopanngantuk

pul

warkop

sampah

perpus

pul makan

sampah

perpus

femi ambil paket

pul

anisa

toko frozen

lopan ngantuk

night market

anisa

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12 des 25 jumat

 

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kampus ujian kompre

jumatan

pul

warkop

perpus

ce ita

perpus

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11 des 25 kamis

 

kampus sampah

print

perpus

bu kharisma

pul naruh barang

makan at warung preman

tokobuah

pul naruh barang

perpus

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New Realization

 

New Realization

a new realization—
they live in the clouds,
while I stand here,
two feet on the ground,
facing life as it truly is.

he, the leader,
always comparing there to here,
never seeing the distance between the two,
never noticing how far below
our systems, our resources, our realities lie.

yet he expects there
to move like here,
to run like here,
to bloom like here.
how?
it’s impossible.
everything is different—
wealth,
income,
opportunity,
education,
even the rhythm of life.
every level
is a world apart.

and his followers—
wow.
I don’t know why,
but every time I face them,
my heart aches.
memories of the past,
wounds of the present,
their attitudes,
their words—
everything stings.

God,
please protect me
from the cruel hearts
that linger here,
from the bully
and all who follow him.

Remembering

 

Remembering

remembering—
how arrogant he was,
how easily he could sway someone’s fate,
how he could make a person lose their job,
as if power were nothing more than a toy
he was proud to display.

proud of his influence,
proud of the force he held,
a frightening kind of pride—
and all I can do is pray
to be kept far from people like him,
to be protected from hearts
so dark and heavy.

God, may You awaken him
from the rottenness he carries.

and the impact—
because we work in the same place,
because I am here partly through his path,
I fear others might hate me
the way they hate him.

my mind whispers that,
I hope it isn’t true,
I pray it’s only my fear speaking.

but if it is true, God…
shield me from every cruelty,
from every hidden intention,
and guide me through all of this
with a heart that stays unbroken.

10 des 25 rabu

 

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