Positive .........

i think my job in this place is done so i will have the new job in new place......... he said that in there we will get research that in accordance with our field......... she said it will be ok coz we are still in the same home......... she said that in the new place i will get more rewards......... she said that my network will be more wide......... they said that we will still be friends no matter what.........

Dear un and es...........

I hate falling in love with u........... Treat me like shit........... But then again........... My brain says that i deserved it........... Coz i treat my exes like shit too........... Dear karma........... Welcome to my life...........

i can work fast ...........

but this facility kills me........... it makes me work slow........... i hate it........... i want to work fast........... thus i can manage to finish many tasks........... not like this........... coz of this facility i cant do that........... i must patiently work slow........... i finish my tasks one by one in a slow pace........... really hate this situation........... maybe there is something........... i must learn........... to be patient........... in all aspect........... of life...........

Process............

Must wait............ Cant rush it............ But the emptiness............ Not knowing what to do............ Must find another............ Love it............ When you can do............ Many things at once............ Love that a lot............ Feel like super............ But............ They say it isnt good............ To rush things............ Coz everything has time............ It needs process............

Life............

It never stops............ It keeps going............ You have a lot of test............ You complete one............ Then come another............ It keeps coming............ You will never rest............ Unless you die............ Then you can rest............ But you dont die............ Yet............ That is why............ You should work........................ Everyday............ Day in day out............ Keep being strong............ Unbeatable............ Conquer all............ Rule the world............ Smile to the problem............ Laugh to the obstacle............ Be happy all the time............

Tasks............

Always............ Daily............ You make yourself............ Burden you............ Want to finish all............ Get disturbed............ When the system error............ When the friends come............ You kill yourself............ You hurt yourself............ But you always do............ You keep doing that............ It is a circle of death............ No way out............ Just pray............ Surrender yourself............ To the one............ Who runs all............ Including you............ Then asking............ Is it also him doing............ Just questioning............

Quiet............

Love the quiet a lot............ To do my own things freely............ As i like............ The sin............ The beautiful sin............ The dangerous sin............ Lure me in............ Into the darkness............ Into the hell............ Into the fire............ Burn............ Scar the soul............ Make you bad............ All the time............ Make you lazy............ Do nothing............ Important things............ Make you far away............ Distance you from the good............ Close you to the bad............ Addict you............ Poison you............