The raincoat is torn up…………………

I get wet all over………………… Get very angry………………… Don’t want to go home………………… But it is raining………………… All is wet………………… I must go home………………… Huft………………… Very annoyed………………… What the hell …………………

Mister dee…………………

Remember the long time ago………………… At first the words are great………………… Put me up high………………… But in the end it is painful………………… In the end he just wants money………………… I hope it doesn’t happen to this one………………… I hope this one really needs the money………………… For study………………… Etc………………… God help me………………… Sorry for my bad thought………………… I am afraid god………………… I hope he is kind………………… I hope he is not bad …………………

Get home…………………..

Get emotional………………….. I don’t know………………….. All makes my blood goes up’………………….. All my things get mixed up………………….. And I make it more messy………………….. And I don’t want to go home………………….. If I go to hotel it will be expensive………………….. I should find a room to rent instead………………….. I hope I get one………………….. I hipe I get blessing from god………………….. Because I think I cant take it if I go home………………….. I must go god………………….. Sorry god …………………..

Thx god…………………..

There are a lot of beautiful men………………….. But I cant come close to them………………….. It is scary………………….. I am a shy person………………….. I am afraid a lot………………….. Of everything………………….. I like to be by myself a lot………………….. I am very quiet………………….. That is a bad luck………………….. I will change………………….. At next camp………………….. I will get one …………………..

Sorry I don’t pray in a specific place…………………..

But I pray in this place………………….. Hope you accept it………………….. Thx u for the pen………………….. Thx for the coffee………………….. Thx for the charging place………………….. Thx for the journey………………….. Thx for aan………………….. Thx for asar………………….. Thx for film………………….. Thx for magrib………………….. Thx for penyet………………….. Thx for the ride………………….. Thx for the safe journey …………………..

I am too quiet………………………..

Too shy……………………….. Too alone……………………….. And I must change……………………….. I will change……………………….. With his help……………………….. Believe in it……………………….. Because he is great……………………….. He can change me……………………….. Just in a blink of eye……………………….. Very fast……………………….. Just like to roll over a palm……………………….. You will be amazed of it……………………….. You will shocked……………………….. Dumbfounded……………………….. Agape ………………………..

Have a lot of pen at home………………………..

Here my pen is gone……………………….. Don’t want to but pen……………………….. But I must……………………….. Because I must write……………………….. There is so much going on in my head……………………….. I am exploding……………………….. To avoid that I must write them down……………………….. Everything……………………….. About this place……………………….. About the journey to come here……………………….. About the mall……………………….. About the journey to the mall……………………….. About the occasion……………………….. That make me think a lot……………………….. Muse……………………….. I am too stupid……………………….. Too crazy ………………………..