that kind of part.............

naughty party............. i want them all............. rainbow one............. white one............. wings one............. culture one............. swimsuit one............. underwear one.......................... i want all of then .............

creating my own pageant.............

the biggest one............. noone ever produced before............. the weirdest one............. underwear ............. swimsuit............. sport............. short.......................... formal............. jeans............. national costume............. talent............. interview............. social work............. social media............. photo contest............. cat walk............. and the list still goes on .............

It is online system…………………..

It should not need him………………….. But I must meet him ………………….. Meanwhile I had submitted online………………….. Rejected………………….. Must meet him for sure………………….. Sorry for negative thinking………………….. As if he asks for money………………….. Bully………………….. As what did happen always………………….. Sorry for negative thinking………………….. I hope it is not right………………….. I hope the thing that I have to meet him is that I really must do that …………………..

It is not mrb’s mistake ………………..

If he chooses mrr ……………….. Coz mrr is bigger ……………….. It is not mrr’s mistake ……………….. If he is being chosen ……………….. Because I am less than him ……………….. But still ……………….. It hurts ……………….. I should find my own ……………….. Who enjoy me dearly ……………….. Who accept me unconditionally ……………….. Then we will live together ……………….. Forever and ever ……………….. Happily ……………….. In god’s blessing ……………….. Till god do us part ………………..

Damn ………………..

They pass me by ……………….. And then they disappear ……………….. I think they do it in a secret place ……………….. And I just wait ……………….. I hate waiting ……………….. As if I am a mosquito repellant ……………….. Holyfuck ……………….. Then I met my friends ……………….. I hang out with them ……………….. I am happy ……………….. And mrr asks mrb to pick me up ……………….. Hot damn ……………….. Why didn’t he pick me up himself ……………….. Hate that ……………….. It gets on my nerve ……………….. I am boiling ……………….. I should stay away from him ……………….. For a while ………………..

He gets it ………………..

I take part in it ……………….. Thx god he allows it ……………….. Although I get the leftover ……………….. It is okay ……………….. Rather than getting nothing ……………….. At least I enjoy it ……………….. Twice ……………….. In a way ……………….. I am happy ……………….. Contented ……………….. It is proven above ……………….. ……………….. Nothing to lose ……………….. It is what it is ……………….. I come there for it ……………….. Rught ……………….. You get it ……………….. Although it is only residual ………………..

Pig vs kuldi ………………..

All people ……………….. Many people have negative thinking ……………….. About using pig as serum ……………….. For medicine to cure illnesses ……………….. God does create pigs ……………….. If he does that ……………….. ……………….. It means that pigs have some kind of benefit in some sort ……………….. Maybe this is it ……………….. And they do not want to admit that ……………….. Is it possible that pigs are kuldi ……………….. Who mislead adam and eve ……………….. Being cast out from heaven ……………….. Just like human vs pigs ……………….. If they use pigs in any form ……………….. They will be cast out from the true happiness ………………..