I am sick ………………………………..

lilsis is going away ……………………………….. nobody takes care of me ……………………………….. it is okay ……………………………….. I must be strong ……………………………….. I can handle it on my own ……………………………….. I hope this sick is swab of my sins ……………………………….. as he promises ……………………………….. and I wish I am strong enough ……………………………….. to face all of this ……………………………….. in my alone time ……………………………….. with him ………………………………..

what else ………………………………..

before there is mrk ……………………………….. now there is mrs ……………………………….. not free ……………………………….. cant express myself ……………………………….. is it his way to block me ……………………………….. from something negative ……………………………….. to walk in the right path ……………………………….. with his direction ……………………………….. his guidance ……………………………….. doing article ……………………………….. and mrr ……………………………….. I did go there ……………………………….. I did not meet him ……………………………….. he is busy ……………………………….. in the name of lord ………………………………..

last night I say no to mrz ………………………………..

I am afraid it will give me negative effects ……………………………….. and now I feel it ……………………………….. I feel it is too calm ……………………………….. it is unusually calm ……………………………….. I am afraid something bad will happen ……………………………….. don’t be afraid ……………………………….. you should afraid of nothing but him ……………………………….. he will help ……………………………….. if you do nothing bad ……………………………….. he will smoothen your process ……………………………….. he will give ways ……………………………….. solutions and stuffs ……………………………….. you just need to love him ……………………………….. I do ………………………………..

15 sep 18 sabtu…………………………….

……………………………. gojek……………………………. superindo……………………………. dijemput ibas n baskoro……………………………. tawang jemput zzaki……………………………. maksi at bu sumo banyumanik……………………………. magelang jemput udin……………………………. parang tritis……………………………. allahuakbar…………………………….…………………………….

14 sep 18 jumat…………………………….

kampus……………………………. takziyah ta bu muza……………………………. kampus……………………………. mlm gorengan……………………………. ped……………………………. ngaji……………………………. allahuakbar…………………………….

13 sep 18 kamis…………………………….

gym……………………………. fatimazahra……………………………. kampus……………………………. superindo……………………………. allahuakbar…………………………….

12 sep 18 rabu…………………………….

kampus……………………………. wrg……………………………. ped……………………………. net……………………………. allahuakbar…………………………….