wow.............................

they attacks my psyche............................. i see them everywhere............................. home and around............................. office and around............................. streets............................. and that hurts more............................. i come undone............................. my body gets affected............................. lord i am not strong............................. lord help me please............................. lord make me strong please............................. lord protect me please............................. lord come to me please............................. lord i am sorry .............................

wow.............................

wow............................. they attacks my psyche............................. i see them everywhere............................. home and around............................. office and around............................. streets............................. and that hurts more............................. i come undone............................. my body gets affected............................. lord i am not strong............................. lord help me please............................. lord make me strong please............................. lord protect me please............................. lord come to me please............................. lord i am sorry .............................

i should not be selfish..........................

i must protect my family.......................... i must protect my relatives.......................... i must protect my coworkers.......................... lord help me please.......................... lord protect me please.......................... lord protect my family please.......................... lord protect my relatives please.......................... lord protect my coworkers please.......................... lord protect people around me please.......................... lord it is a very heavy attack.......................... lord i am not strong enough.......................... lord make me strong please ..........................

maybe it is all because of him...................................

he is behind these all................................... i dont know................................... i want to feel safe................................... lord help me please................................... i will present all my life and all my death................................... i will present all my body and soul................................... i will present all my love...................................................................... lord i surrender................................... lord i love you................................... lord i am afraid................................... lord i love you................................... lord i cant handle this'................................... lord i love you................................... lord please come to me ...................................

are you in holiday ..........................................

is it far away .......................................... congrats for that .......................................... please come back soon .......................................... i will wait for you .......................................... i beg you .......................................... lord .......................................... bring him back to me .......................................... lord dont make him leave .......................................... lord you are my saviour .......................................... lord he is the extenson of your hand .......................................... lord i love you ..........................................

cannot make a good poem..................................

i have limited vocabs.................................. meanwhile i did read a lot of books.................................. i hope i can grasp all the things i read.................................. back then i feel cocky.................................. i can finish a lot of books.................................. now i get the punishment.................................. all i read have gone.................................. not staying in me.................................. maybe this is a conviction.................................. coz i did steal a lot of books in library.................................. lord help me please.................................. bring back all the things i have read ..................................

now it happens again………………………………………….

thei become noisy bout what their own need…………………………………………. lord help me please…………………………………………. lord make me strong please…………………………………………. to face them…………………………………………. to face it…………………………………………. to take their noisiness…………………………………………. I hope everything will run smoothly…………………………………………. I hope there will not be cancellation…………………………………………. I hope there will not be heartache…………………………………………. I hope their noisiness will not disturb me…………………………………………. my calm, my aim, my pray…………………………………………. I hope I can focus what is important…………………………………………. I hope I will be safe there…………………………………………. I hope that place will make me happy ………………………………………….