Monday, April 22, 2019

hellboy

so.... they want to rearrange our mindset. it says that something from hell is good. they do good for us, for human. thay is why we should take part in their side of war. but the story so damn good. it makes us believe such thing. when the black powers try to conquer the world, the human try to fight back, but they fail. they need help. help from hell.

black stone

the one that got stuck in my head is that the koreans hate non korean. the son as non korean decendant got discriminated in the army. the parents as non korean got discriminated in the factory where they work. dad comes back to his home country. mom died of poor health. the son got raped by his supervisor, got aids, got discharged, killed the supervisor, run away, found mom died, go to his father's country ..... very dark movie.... very sad story..... and it stucks in my head, i cant get it out of my head..... holy fuck

Sunday, April 21, 2019

shazam

the part that i love the most is that the main characters are the orphans..... is just like my dream that someday i will have a lot of orphans as my kids.... still a dream tho. the so not my favorite is that the adult version of billy is far from my expectation.... see..... billy as kid looks really really nice.... but as adult hmmmmmmmm still... the good overpowers the bad... it is nice isnt it

formula 17

finally get a happy ending film. it is nice the virgin got the playboy makes me jealous i want that too hmmmmm confusing sad ending movie makes me sad happy ending movie makes me jealos damnnnnnnnnn

spring fever

hah... sad ending lagi..... ada adegan yang nyantol... kayak adegan di the poet and the boy... dimana si istri ngelabrak bf suaminya....wow bingit gara2 itu si pria menjauh dari si suami.... bodohhhhhhhhhhh jadi sad ending.... si suami ga kuat ditinggal cintaa akhirnya bunuh diri bodohhhhhhhh this movie makes me scream inside.....

the poet and the boy

sudah lama ga posting tentang film. padahal nonton film nonstop. ga pernah habis. males nulis aja. tapi film ini jadi pengen nulis, pengen curhat....nyesek banget.... kenapa sad ending.... hate it so much... i dont like sad ending.... i love happy ending........ i want the man get the boy and they live happily ever after..... in the end the man give the boy much money thus the boy can wander the world on his own as the poet has a new born baby that need to be taken care of ........ sad..... but i cant get it out of my mind

Friday, April 19, 2019

now I should not chase the position………………………………………………

but if it comes to me I should accept it happily……………………………………………… now I should put my concentration on my teaching……………………………………………… I get my salary from there……………………………………………… so I should teach right……………………………………………… so my salary will be blessed……………………………………………… positive thinking towards him……………………………………………… maybe I was wrong……………………………………………… I thought I was ready……………………………………………… but he thought I was not ready……………………………………………… that is why he made me lost……………………………………………… another possibility……………………………………………… maybe he will give me a chance to take my study……………………………………………… thus he made me lost……………………………………………… but I am afraid to hope……………………………………………… don’t be afraid……………………………………………… keep trying……………………………………………… keep praying……………………………………………… let the result be on his hands……………………………………………… he knows what is best……………………………………………… in the name of lord……………………………………………… I hope there is always his blessing……………………………………………… in my life ………………………………………………