neighbors...............

sorry i dont help............... i was tired............... i was busy............... i hope they understand............... i hope they dont hate me............... if i can i will help............... it is for sure.............................. if he allows............... with all my power............... lord forgive me please............... dont be afraid to be hated............... they will not hate............... dont be afraid cannot help............... there will be time i will be able to help ......................

mri got one...................

happy for him................... happy for me................... dont be jealous................... he will send a better one................... if i heard their stories................... about their adventures................... i got very jealous................... they got accepted by all................... they meet them everywhere................... with many different persons................... got jealous................... i should not be jealous................... must be true to heart................... must be loyal................... with my own principal................... making love with love................... believe it................... he will send someone .................................

it was ascending............

it was narrow............ it was both............ it was very crowded............ it wowed me............ i am amazed with my own capability............ can conquer my afraid............ and i dont feel scared at all............ that was him............ wasnt it............ i think so............ i believe so............ i was afraid of uphill............ i was afraid of poky............ i was afraid of stuffy............ and i vanquish all ........................

in the name of lord.

......................... ........................ i hope the jam is not for long......................... i wish mri is not bad mood......................... i hope this holiday is fun......................... thx lord......................... a lotf of first experiences......................... tho there are many times the negatives tried to squeeze in......................... but i can keep myself to be positive......................... visiting some new places......................... make it as a lesson.................................................. as the material for story telling......................... if i meet my friends......................... the bad ones would be teacher......................... the good ones would be supporter......................... mood booster......................... i think he was there all along .....................................

she cooked...

............... and it got stuck on my head.................. it happened twice.................. as it is overdone.................. the portion was holy moly.................. and it was served at night.................. bad for the health.................. make fat.................. when in the noon i had a lot of occasions.................. eat a lot with friends.................. i know she didnt know those kind of stuff.................. but it triggers me to the max.................. wish there is no othr time like this.................. this kind of incident is suck.................. me not gtting angry.................. me not getting food.................. her not cooking.................. if the cooking is done.................. it will be in the right moments.................. i know lord hated this.................. hate what i did.................. i deserve punishment.................. as i made sad.................. i wonder what it will be.................. scary tho ...............................

water.............

i didint turn it off............. luckily i come home early............. very early............. i think he made me go home early............. as i rarely do that kind of thing............. but this thing still got stuck on my brain............. how come i am that stupid............. dear lord............. that was scary............. hope this will not happen again............. hope it will not cost arm and leg............. hope it will not be broken............. hope he help............. wish will never forget again............. wish everything will be alright .....................

little applicants...........

the others think bout money........... in the name of lord........... hope the newcomers will be plenty........... hope there will be miracles........... hope the efforts done by coworkrs getting results........... hope many persons love this place........... wish many people apply to this haven........... wish there are many positives spread all over the places........... positive bout this spot........... wish all negatives are dissappearing........... from public eyes........... hope the inside people who have negatives thought........... come to their senses........... hope they become more positive........... hope they move soon........... for the sake of the whole unity ....................