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Falling Short

 

Falling Short

I failed the e,
and it pulled my spirit down—
a quiet heartbreak
echoing in my chest.

I’m afraid this stumble
will follow me into my days,
shadowing my steps—
but I pray it won’t.

I promise myself
I will stay grateful,
I will stay cheerful,
even when the road feels heavy.

But still—
I need a job,
I need money,
I need a door to open.

May someday,
and hopefully soon,
God’s gentle hands
place a good job in my path—
a blessing waiting just for me.

My Heaven of Quiet Shelves

 

My Heaven of Quiet Shelves

My Heaven of Quiet Shelves

I come to the library often,
and just as often I leave my things behind—
yet nothing is ever lost,
nothing stolen, nothing touched.
It feels like the universe guarding me,
saving my place,
reserving my corner of peace.

The library is my heaven.
I love it more than words can hold.
So different from back home—
here, everything feels thoughtfully made.
Outlets everywhere,
comfortable tables and chairs,
a silence so soft it sharpens my mind.

Perfect for focusing,
perfect for finishing my work.
Fast Wi-Fi,
cool in summer,
warm in winter,
and service that feels like pure kindness.

In this quiet sanctuary,
I find safety, comfort,
and a little bit of magic
every time I walk through the door.

Lost-in-Thought Picnic

 

Lost-in-Thought Picnic

A picnic day, yet lost in my own maze,
my bag forgotten—left on the bus
more times than I can count.
Confusion circles me like a restless wind.

Because the spoon was in the bag,
because the drink was in the bag,
because the money was in the bag—
and I carried too many things
with no bag at all.

And then, moments came
when I could have left my mark,
stepped forward, done something meaningful—
yet I let them drift away.

Frustrated with myself,
I whisper a quiet promise:
may this never happen again.

elephant colelction

 

elephant collection

xiluo

miniature

memory xiluo

 

jamur

 

jamur

1 put it in the freezer overnight

2 next morning cut a circle on top of the bag

3. Take away the cotton. Clean it completely.

4 water it three times per day (morning, noon, night). Not too much water. 

5. 5-7 days later you can have the little mushroom 

6. 2-3 days later you can have mature harvest. If you find tiny mushroom below, you can cut tiny hole and water it. It will grow.

7. After the first harvest, clean that section and water it 7 days. Make sure not too much water will be in the bag.