what else

what else
what else
i am blank
its all in me
thundering in my head
pointing me to that spot
needling me in me heart
its him again
why do i hate him
he is doing hothing
but my heart hate him
its not smiling
its screaming
its crying
water flooding in my cheeks
i just dont want to accept that thing
then i hear them laugh
i am hiding
burrying myself away
deep in the earth
no one understand
coz i dont want them to
let me be myself
with all my problem
let me pity me self
let crying alone
let him know i am suffering inside
of course he know