just like that

i miss u lord
how many tears
do i have to drop
to bring you near
is a heartache isn't it
you're far away there
and i just sit right here
counting the dropping
the deep breathing
the exhaling
hope to let it out
but still
it remains
the second i breathe
the brick struck
right to the point
where i left my last
try to gather
all belongings
i try a little laugh
but the tears drop
just like that