curhAT

dibelakangku ada org cakep. tp spt biasa. aku ga berani melakukan apa2. lord can you do something for me? make him know i had a crush on him. by the way, that is impossible. you forbid such kind of thing. so maybe i must let my heart broken again. anyway, my mind is so crowded right now. i think about my thesis all the time. but i do not do it. how come? can you make me do it? why i am different than i am used to be? i am used to be a dilligent person. now i am lazy as hell. right now i should pick a book connected to my thesis but i don't. i pick unimportant books. i am very stupid. but i am here to accompany pendi. i hope he will be allright. i hope you love me coz i do good things. maybe you will help me with my thesis