for u

i dont want to meet the others preventing more problems that make me heartache. from the beginning i dont want anybody tell me what to do. it is the same now. and maybe it will be same in the future forever...... once u guys can tell me what to do. that is my defeat. i dont want do be defetaed no more. preventing more defeat it is better for me to stay away. this is my way of winning. if u want to meet me, its better if it is only u. but i dont want to talk bout the others. we chats bout different things. the things that can make us happy, fun, enjoy, high, drunk, fly etc........