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There are many s3 students in office. They like to ask help to me to translate their school material. And i can not say no. How stupid i am. Translation is not only about words, it is about CONTENT. I dont understand theit school. They are mathematics. I am language. This makes me depressed. First Nizar second Buche third Tarom fourth Intan. There is another problem. Mr wahyu asks me to make research. And i make the proposal. Then he takes the proposal because at the moment he conducts a research with mrs festi. That hurts a lot. Then mr pandi rejects my proposal to participate in seminar. I dont want to complain. I try to find what is the meaning behind all of this. Maybe those are signs for me to go away from pgri. I apply Pns. But there is error in my application. I am so stressed. They can look it at my face. They think i am stressed because of yayan’s marriage. WTH. WTF. It is nothing to do with that at all. Far from that. I have no place for her in my brain. It is so much other. Maybe lord will take me to Ausi in december. Maybe there wiill be good news in december. But i am very afraid there will be bad news. I just pray to the lord nothing bad will happen.