When you just sit..............

And she explains all she has in her head.............. So much of that knowledge.............. Very high level beyond my reach.............. At least for now.............. Coz i will be there in that level.............. With my own strength.............. She does have a really great explanation.............. Will i be like that.............. It always comes the nervous.............. The disbelief of self.............. And then comes the contra.............. To kill those the underestimate self.............. And then comes the thought of homeschooling.............. Then want to put the kids there.............. Whose kids.............. I dont have kids.............. The thought is jumping here and there..............