can i just listen to you all............

i am not good in chit chat............ i am not good in talking............ i am afraid of people............ the fake celebration............ the fake graduation............ the fake test............ the fake score............ they are just them............ it is very difficult............ just send prays for them............ hope i dont make mistake............ i had done everything i could............ but they are just like that............ it is so frustating ........................