I was hit so hard...............

I cant breathe............... I was speechless............... This heart wont let go............... I dont get the paper............... Just the coin............... Let alone i want otherwise............... Maybe this is god’s way............... To teach me how to let go............... Maybe it is not the time yet............... There are many others............... There will be a better replacement............... Much more better............... I believe that............... Althought it is painful now............... This pain will be............... The ignite point............... To make me a much better person...............