I had headache since I wake up…………………

I took the medicine more than once………………… but it is still there………………… it does not disappear………………… it does not go away………………… I hope it becomes my aborter………………… for all my sins………………… I know I have a lot of them………………… I am afraid………………… if you punish me here………………… I am scared if you make me suffer………………… I fear you will not grant my wishes………………… I am afraid you will take things I love………………… I hope you do not do all that………………… I love you with all of my heart………………… you know that, right? …………………