sad in a happy day…………………………….

I cant think others……………………………. just that……………………………. always mentioning your name……………………………. to make me calm……………………………. to soothe me……………………………. hoping for a miracle……………………………. I beg you……………………………. please come quickly……………………………. I cant bear it any longer……………………………. I still have thoughts about it……………………………. it hurts……………………………. it has been days……………………………. it is heavy……………………………. burden my heart……………………………. my shoulder……………………………. my head……………………………. my thoughtv……………………………. my brain……………………………. my everything……………………………. god……………………………. help me please …………………………….