he knows best for me………………………………………….

I know that…………………………………………. but he keeps the reason behind it all secretly…………………………………………. I need to know…………………………………………. hence I will calm…………………………………………. if I know nothing about it…………………………………………. I will always question it all…………………………………………. and that is bad…………………………………………. it will ruin me…………………………………………. it will eat me up inside…………………………………………. it will make me come undone…………………………………………. I hope he will explain it to me…………………………………………. I hope I will get the reason behind it all…………………………………………. the enlightenment ………………………………………….