i plan and i make debt..............................

my debt is piling up.............................. as i believe to something that is not certain yet.............................. that doesnt exist yet.............................. i rely the way i pay to that thing.............................. the one that doesnt exist yet.............................. the one that isnt certain yet.............................. jthat is satanic.............................. what he said.............................. now i cant be like that.............................. stop making plan.............................. stop making debt.............................. all must be paid little by little.............................. the cc maybe next month.............................. the aunt dont know when.............................. the office one and two will deducted from my salary monthly.............................. i must be able to live with my limited salary.............................. and i must be able to pay his tuition till he graduates.............................. may lord help me ..............................