what i am afraid of is happening........................................

i love someone who love another........................................ it hurts a lot........................................ and i am still hoping........................................ stupid me........................................ i must force myself........................................ to stop meeting that person........................................ but i am afraid i will fail........................................ if that person asks to meet........................................ probably i will say yes........................................ holy ef........................................ this is disaster........................................ dear lord........................................ help me please........................................ protect me from bad people........................................ in any form........................................ the ones with sheep wool too........................................ the wolves who pretend to be sheep........................................ lets do that........................................ becoming crazy........................................ making myself happy........................................ to the max.......................................................