i will keep it safe......................................

i will keep you safe...................................... i will keep us safe...................................... those what i want to say...................................... to the one god send me...................................... preferable if it is the one i desire...................................... i cant explain...................................... but i am sure he understands...................................... as he are able to read me through and through...................................... and about that wish too...................................... to pursue my dream abroad...................................... really want that...................................... but i think he think it is bad for me...................................... as i failed so many times...................................... am i really that stupid...................................... i dont know what is the meaning behind all of these ...........................................