if i feel that it is easy .

.................................. i will stop in the middle of the process....................... assuming i can do it later....................... i will finish it fast near the deadline....................... meanwhile there is no deadline....................... lord i am afraid....................... lord help me please....................... lord why am i like this....................... this is me being very stupid....................... how come there is some kind of evil thing overpowering me....................... taking control what i do....................... taking control what i think ....................... holyshit.......................