it is broken again.

........... making me sad............ i can do my exercise regularly............ i love doing it daily............ maybe more............ i was so good when it is new............ i did my best as much as i can............ then it is broken............ then i become crazy............ then i get it fixed............ but i have doubts............ that it will broken again............ so i did none after it get fixed............ lately i do it again............ but today what i am afraid of is happening............ dear lord help me please .....................