when you cry....

..................... but there is no tears coming out of your eyes......................... when you scream......................... but there is no sound coming out of your mouth......................... it is scary......................... you feel pressed......................... on your chest......................... it is so much heavier......................... than a mountain......................... how come you know the weight of it......................... i just know......................... maybe so......................... dont question it no more......................... i question it myself......................... i dont have the answer yet......................... how can i give you explanation......................... just wait for the moment.................................................. it usually appears......................... out of nowhere......................... just like before ...............................................