the guests come early......................................

the food is not ready...................................... that time i feel negative all around...................................... but thx lord...................................... all is running smoothly...................................... being grateful for that...................................... then my mind is all tangled uo...................................... being afraid...................................... if something bad happen...................................... the food is lacking...................................... or else...................................... afraid if he gets angry...................................... he is different now...................................... all little things can trigger his anger...................................... those little things can make him angry .....................................................