Study abroad

……………………………………… Staying there……………………………………… Getting married there……………………………………… Having children……………………………………… Living peacefully……………………………………… Till the end……………………………………… Here it is hard……………………………………… Here it is weird……………………………………… I must pretend……………………………………… It is torturing……………………………………… There is better……………………………………… If he allows it……………………………………… Praying hard and harder……………………………………… As my pray is different from her……………………………………… She doesn’t want me to leave……………………………………… She doesn’t want me to go far……………………………………… Javanese philosophy……………………………………… Whether we are able to eat or not……………………………………… We must stay together……………………………………… I hate that philosophy ………………………………………………………….