i know

 

i know

that i should not have negative thoughts

that i should always be positive

but this one is stuck in my head

so just let me write it

let me let it out in the open

usually

after i let it all out

i dont think about it anymore

the thing is

that i think badly about my referees

the two of them

both of them

i think they said bad things about me in their letter

thats why i dont get accepted

i hope it doesnt true tho

i really hope so

on that account

i plan to ask for another reference from the government

and from mister rector

i hope both of them willing to give me reference

and i hope their references can get me through