a lot of people do that to me………………………………………..

but I am blind……………………………………….. I always look for the far away……………………………………….. and I don’t pay attention to the close……………………………………….. I am stupid……………………………………….. dear lord……………………………………….. make me smart……………………………………….. make me thankful……………………………………….. make me grateful……………………………………….. for all the ones……………………………………….. that you did already gave me……………………………………….. all this time ………………………………………..

some people are happy……………………………………..

when I am in misery…………………………………….. lets pray for them…………………………………….. I hope they will get their happiness of their own…………………………………….. so they will not bother my life…………………………………….. I don’t know who…………………………………….. but I think I have a lot of enemies…………………………………….. I hope lord will always protect me…………………………………….. from bad people…………………………………….. I hope I don’t get affected by them…………………………………….. by their bad acts…………………………………….. I hope I can continue to work…………………………………….. to improve myself to face him…………………………………….. always pray to him…………………………………….. I hope they don’t lead me the wrong way…………………………………….. to the darkness…………………………………….. full of torture…………………………………….. I hope I can stand it all…………………………………….. I hope I can bear it all…………………………………….. I hope I can avoid all the temptations ……………………………………..

sorry……………………………..

I took the plane twice…………………………….. I don’t want to act as rich…………………………….. but the experience of train was bad…………………………….. don’t get the share of power socket…………………………….. meanwhile my battery is very low…………………………….. I got the stomach ache…………………………….. meanwhile it is still far away…………………………….. I hope you don’t get angry with me…………………………….. I hope you don’t punish me…………………………….. I hope you forgive me…………………………….. I hope you give me the strength and the ability…………………………….. to pay back all those money ……………………………..

he knows best for me………………………………………….

I know that…………………………………………. but he keeps the reason behind it all secretly…………………………………………. I need to know…………………………………………. hence I will calm…………………………………………. if I know nothing about it…………………………………………. I will always question it all…………………………………………. and that is bad…………………………………………. it will ruin me…………………………………………. it will eat me up inside…………………………………………. it will make me come undone…………………………………………. I hope he will explain it to me…………………………………………. I hope I will get the reason behind it all…………………………………………. the enlightenment ………………………………………….

mrsj………………………………………….

the scholarship programs…………………………………………. she said that her coworkers and she will do something next year…………………………………………. open again the program…………………………………………. that will make everybody happy…………………………………………. initially her friends and she handle this program…………………………………………. but some powerful forces make her hand over this program to another party…………………………………………. and now that party handles this program badly…………………………………………. but now she promises …………………………………………. that next year the program will be back in her hands again…………………………………………. lets hope for the best ………………………………………….

mrj………………………………………….

explain a bout a lot of things\…………………………………………. how to live there…………………………………………. how to handle extreme weather…………………………………………. I listen to it all…………………………………………. carefully…………………………………………. hope that I will experience all of those things…………………………………………. I hope he bless this…………………………………………. I hope he grant what I want…………………………………………. I hope he know what I want…………………………………………. I hope my pray reach him…………………………………………. I hope my wish reach him…………………………………………. I badly want this…………………………………………. but it seems so hard to get it ………………………………………….

thx god………………………..

this place makes me happy today……………………….. the net is good……………………….. the price is good……………………….. there is a promo……………………….. discount……………………….. or something like it……………………….. don’t know……………………….. but it makes me happy……………………….. all the way ………………………..