30 juni 24 minggu

 

30 juni 24 minggu

alfa

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar

memori ngaliyan

 

memori konten bersama pak wawan

 

29 juni 24 sabtu

 

29 juni 24 sabtu

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar

And wait for the next time, my heart anew

 

Oh, the month of color, how I adore

The vibrant hues that fill my heart and soul

I am so sad to see it come to an end

I want to be colorful, my spirit to mend

The skies were bright, the flowers were bold

The world was a canvas, stories to be told

I basked in the sun, my heart full of cheer

I didn't want the month to disappear

But alas, all good things must come to an end

The month of color, my heart's best friend

I'll hold on to the memories, dear and true

And wait for the next time, my heart anew

So farewell, dear month, I'll miss you so

But I'll keep your colors, forever to grow

In my heart and mind, they'll always shine

The month of color, a memory divine.

and that's all that's clear.

 

What a tangled web of emotions you weave,

A knot of confusion, a sea of uncertainty to leave,

"What did I do?" you cry, with a heart full of pain,

"Why do they treat me this way, and cause me such strain?"

Did I do them wrong? You question with a heavy heart,

And though you search for answers, they're torn apart,

By doubts and fears that whisper, "You're to blame, it's true",

But deep within, a voice whispers back to you, "I love you."

They try to ruin me, to bring me to my knees,

To hurt and torture me, with words that cut like breeze,

But I must be strong, as He loves me dearly,

And in His love, I find the strength to persevere.

Like a fortress built on rock, my faith stands tall and wide,

A refuge from the storms that rage and try to divide,

I'll not be shaken by the doubts that creep in the night,

For God's love is my anchor, my guiding light.

So I'll stand firm in His promise, a promise that's true,

A promise of love and redemption, made just for me and you,

And though the world may try to bring me down,

I'll rise above the noise, and wear my crown.

For I am a child of God, beloved and dear,

And in His love, I find the strength to wipe away each tear,

I'll not be swayed by the whispers of doubt and fear,

For I am loved by God, and that's all that's clear.

I'll rise above the darkest night.

 

The whispers spread, like autumn leaves on the ground,

Of doubts and fears, that seek to wound,

They try to block my path, with obstacles and pain,

To silence my voice, and snuff out my gain.

But I stand tall, like a tree that's rooted deep,

My roots of faith, a stronghold where I keep,

My heart beats strong, like a drum in the night,

I refuse to let them silence me, without a fight.

Their words may cut like knives, their actions may sting,

But I wrap myself in armor, like a shield that clings,

I focus on the truth, like a beacon shining bright,

And let the light of hope, dispel the dark of night.

They may try to trip me up, with hidden snares and traps,

But I walk by faith, with eyes that see beyond the maps,

I know the God who guides me, is stronger than their might,

And with His help, I'll rise above the darkest night.

For every attempt to block me, is an opportunity to grow,

A chance to deepen my roots, and let my spirit glow,

I'll not be deterred by doubts and fears so base,

For I am a child of God, with a purpose that's set in place.

that never grows old.

 

Her presence, a symphony of gentle hue,

A melody that whispers sweet nothings true,

A reflection of God's love, shining bright and clear,

A reminder of His purpose, drawing near.

Like a ray of sunshine, she illuminates the way,

Guiding me through life's journey, come what may,

Her touch, a balm to soothe the soul's deep pain,

A love that heals and lifts, like a gentle summer rain.

Her eyes, like pools of kindness, deep and wide,

Reflect the depths of God's love, where I reside,

Her smile, a work of art, a masterpiece divine,

A brushstroke of heaven's hand, painting her so fine.

For God placed her in my life, for reason and for might,

To teach me lessons, to guide me through the night,

To show me His love, in every glance and every sigh,

To remind me of His presence, as I wander by.

Like a compass pointing true, she shows me the way,

Through life's twists and turns, to a brighter day,

Her love is a gift, a treasure to behold,

A reminder of God's love, that never grows old.

So I'll hold her close, like a precious gem so rare,

And cherish every moment, with love beyond compare,

For she is a blessing, sent from above so true,

A reminder of God's love, shining through.

"I am strong, I have passed".

 

The tempest rages on, with winds that howl and roar,

A torrent of turmoil, that threatens to devour,

The calm within, the stillness of the soul,

As darkness closes in, like a shroud to enfold.

Like a shipwrecked sailor, clinging to the deck,

Their heart beats fast, as the waves crash and wreck,

Their eyes fixed on the horizon, searching for a guide,

As the storm's fury rages, their spirit's pride.

Yet, in the eye of the storm, they find a spark,

A glimmer of resolve, a light in the dark,

A voice within that whispers, "You are strong and free",

A beacon of hope, that guides them through the sea.

Like a lighthouse standing tall, they stand firm and bright,

Against the tempest's roar, they hold their ground in fight,

Their feet rooted deep, their spirit unbroken and true,

They face the storms of life, with a heart anew.

For in the turmoil's depths, they discover their might,

A strength that rises up, like a beacon in the night,

A courage that shines forth, like a radiant ray of light,

A resilience that whispers, "I am strong, I will fight".

And when the storm subsides, and calm begins to reign,

They emerge anew, with scars that tell their tale of pain,

But also with a wisdom, gained from facing the test,

A wisdom that whispers, "I am strong, I have passed".

A never-ending quest,

 

The pinnacle of dreams, where aspirations rise,

A peak that pierces the clouds, where hopes realize,

The summit of the soul, where hearts find their rest,

The top of the world, where love is blessed.

Like a climber's steady hand, that reaches for the sky,

Their spirit stretches forth, to touch the heavens high,

With every step, with every breath, they draw anear,

To the zenith of their goal, where doubts disappear.

Like a beacon on the mount, their dreams shine bright and bold,

Guiding them upward, through trials and through cold,

Through treacherous terrain, through stormy weather's roar,

Their hearts remain steadfast, their resolve forever in store.

And when they finally reach, the summit's highest height,

Their eyes gaze out upon the world's delight,

A panoramic view of life's tapestry so grand,

A masterpiece of wonder, at their command.

For in that moment, they behold the infinite and wide,

The universe's vast expanse, where their spirit resides,

Their soul expands to fill the space, unconfined and free,

As they bask in the radiance of their highest destiny.

And though they've reached the top, they know it's not an end,

For there's still more to climb, for life has no descending trend,

But a new peak rises high, another mountain to ascend,

A never-ending quest, to reach the very best within.

In harmony,

 

In tandem, like two threads intertwined,

Their hearts beat as one, a bond divine,

In harmony, they sway to life's rhythm bold,

Together, their love shines like a beacon to unfold.

Like rays of sun that merge into one bright light,

Their love converges, banishing the darkest night,

As waves that crash upon the shore, they meet,

In oneness, their love beats, a rhythm so sweet.

Together they stand, hand in hand, as one,

Through life's joys and tears, their love is won,

A bond of trust, of laughter and of tears,

Through all of life's triumphs and all its fears.

Like two leaves on the same branch, they're tied,

Their love a strength that time cannot divide,

Through every storm, they weather the test,

And in each other's eyes, find their eternal nest.

Together they'll walk, through every step of the way,

Through every sunrise, through every endless day,

With every breath, with every beat of their heart,

Their love will flourish, a work of art.

For in each other's presence, they're complete,

A whole that's greater than the sum of their feet,

Their love a tapestry, rich and bold and bright,

A masterpiece that shines with the beauty of light.

where stars hide their face,

 

In twilight's hush, where shadows play,

Two souls entwined in sorrow's sway,

Their hearts beating as one, in pain,

In longing's dark and endless plain.

Like sunbeams that yearn to caress the moon's pale glow,

They stretch out, hand in hand, to meet the unknown below,

Unaware of what the fates may bring,

Their love a flame that fiercely clings.

Like Abraham's anguish, as he lifted high his son,

A sacrifice to the heavens, a heart that's torn within,

Their love a sacrifice, a tender plight,

A heavy burden, weighed against the light.

In this dark night, where stars hide their face,

Two hearts beat as one, a love that takes its place,

Among the stars, a celestial sea,

A love that longs to be free.

Yet, even in sorrow, love will find a way,

To hold on to the fleeting light of day,

For in each other's eyes, they'll find their strength,

A bond that time and space cannot contend.

Together they'll walk, hand in hand, through life's dark night,

Guided by the stars that shine with all their might,

And though their love may pierce the heart like a knife,

It will also heal the wounds of time and strife.

For in each other's arms, they'll find solace true,

A love that echoes the eternal sighs anew,

A symphony of longing, of yearning deep,

A love that beats like a drum, in eternal sleep.

memori dies natalis

 

28 juni 24 jumat

 

28 juni 24 jumat

hotel grand candi -taiwan

kampus 4

acara taiwan

jumatan

cocacola

kampus 4

kampus 1 pka nur

wrg

allahuakbar

27 juni 24 kamis

 

27 juni 24 kamis

karimun

love hill

pelabuhan

otw jepara

resto

otw semarang

macet total

hotel gand candi

laundry

dinner party

grab

allahuakbar

26 juni 24 rabu

 

26 juni 24 rabu

kareimun

laut

spot 1

pulaumenjangan

spot 2

penangkaran hiu

allahuakbar

25 juni 24 selasa

 

25 juni 24 selasa

ciprut

kampus

pak nur

hotel

otw jepara

otw karimun

membawa tamu 25 mhsw dan 3 dosen taiwan

hotel

pantai bobby

pantai ujung gelam

allahuakbar

24 juni 24 senen

 24 juni 24 senen

kampus

bu arri

rudos

rektorat-blusia pnur pyuris dondi

rapatkui

rudos

pamelanggapleki

pul

bandara jemput tamu taiwan

grand candi welcome dinner

pak nur

allahuakbar

23 juni 24 minggu

 23 juni 24 minggu

apotek1

apotek2

swalayan aneka jaya

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar

22 juni 24 sabtu

 

22 juni 24 sabtu

ujian

lampumatiallahuakbar

klinik

mlmbaskoro

migacoanveteran

wawan didin adi

burjo pantry

baskoro

allahuakbar

21 juni 24 jumat

 21 juni 24 jumat

kampus

rudos

jumatan

mhsw

rektorat

pul

wrg

allahuakbar

20 juni 24 kamis

 

20 juni 24 kamis

klinik

kampus

allahuakbar

19 juni 24 rabu

 

19 juni 24 rabu

klinik

rsromani

kampus

wrg

mlmbutina

allahuakbar

18 juni 24 selasa

 

18 juni 24 selasa

klinik eror

wrg

pul

klinik

apotek

pul

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar

17 juni 24 senen

 

17 juni 24 senen

pgalfa

blonjo

wrg

pom

siangambilkorbandimasjid

allahuakbar

16 juni 24 minggu

 

16 juni 24 minggu

shrndrmh

sore satrio

wrg

indmrt

allahuakbar

15 juni 24 sabtu

 

15 juni 24 sabtu

indmrt

klinikeror

wrg

mlmbaskoro

wrg

baskoro

allahuakbar

too little

 This thing has meaning

For sure

so many times he saved me

i dont understand at first

but i think he saves me more than i know

i know a little

too little

too stupid to understand

everything is in haze

you will know when you know

but i rarely do

so i just accept it as what it is

no question

that is for now

but so many times in the past

i always questions everything he did to me

as i seldom satisfied with all the things he put in front of me

that was crazy times

i am still learning tho

nowadays the questions also appear

but not as much as before

14 JUNI 24 JUMAT

 

14 JUNI 24 JUMAT

KAMPUS

RUDOS

JUMATAN

RAPATJURNALATCAFEOLIPHANT

WBFERINAPFAJARBVINAPSENABRIRISBMIRABFILIA

KAMPUS

MLMPENGAJIANPARYO

ALLAHUAKBAR

On that page

 

For me she is weird

But that is for myself

And tell.hiom only

On that page

Don't tell anyone else

Just him and him only

to make the heart relieve

as they said

write evrything down

the things that make your heart troubled

and that is a hafl way of solution

the other solution is tell this problem to him

and let him decide what to do next

let him guide me to the way it should be

memori mrs ari

 

13 juni 24 kamis

 13 juni 24 kamis

kampus

rapatjurnal

rapatkui

noari

allahuakbar

12 jni 24 rabu

 

12 jni 24 rabu

kampus

wrg

rudos

masjid

wrg

allahuakbar

11 juni 24 selasa

 11 juni 24 selasa

alfa

wrg

pom

kampus

rudos

masjid

wrg-pamela-phuda

rsbayangkara-tilikanakbfine

kampius

wrg

allahuakbar

10 juni 24 senen

 

10 juni 24 senen

kampus

alfa

nyucimogbil

pul

blonjo

masak

allahuakbnar

9 juni 24 minggu

 

9 juni 24 minggu

pgwrg

siangpenjahit

mlmtrapatrt

allahuakbar

8 juni 24 sabtu

 

8 juni 24 sabtu

siangwrg

mlmbaskoro

cimol

wrg

baskoro

allahuakbar

but i dont

 

the memorable Chair

if you want it

please take it

if i give it to you

i dont think so

if you reject it

i got hurt

painful all over me

dont want that

at least it is ok to be rejected

i got that all of the time

and i think i am immune to the heartache

but i dont

it still hurts a lot

but the most important thing is

i should do godd deed all the time

anywhere

everywhere

so he will give me virtue in the end

that is what i believe

7 juni 24 jumat

 7 juni 24 jumat

wrg

kampus

rudos

jumatan

wrg

allahuakbar

all ambiguous intention

 

and it is still dark

i cant see a thing

nothing is in my sight

only pitch black

that make my brain go wander

all of the negativities

that is scary

dont want this kind of things

want a happy thing

the things that make you laugh and smile

the things that bring floer to your hearts

roses and sunflowers

red and yellow

just like your words

nothing in one meaning

all ambiguous intention

that lead you to the puzzled room

that lock your heart and mind

that trap your soul

high to the ground

 

and it happen again

the problem arises

troubleshooting

shot the dead

make them zombie

eating the corpse

drinking the blood

tasty rosy water

igniting you to do things

beyond believe

imagining flying

then flying from the roof

high to the ground

grund of the breakable hearts

coming undone

pieces to pieces

scattered all over the corners

till the border of imaginary land

where the faces are colorful

and the feet are gracefully dancing

to the beat of the veins

Berjuang memahami setiap huruf yang menari

 

Kutinggalkan jejak dalam bangku

Kutorehkan jejak dalam genggaman

Genggaman murid yang menderita

Menderita dalam perjuangan

Berjuang memahami setiap huruf yang menari

Berjuang menangkap deretan angka yang berlari

Berlari menjauh bersembunyi

Bersembunyi dalam ikatan batin yang penuh rindu

Rindu akan luasnya lapangan

Rindu akan teriakan teman teman. 

Rindu akan sepoi angin yang berhembus

Menghembuskan nafas yang seseunggukan

Seseunggukan sambil berbisik lirih

Lirih dalam diam

Telinga yang nematung

Mendengarkan katakata perpisahan

Yang nenghujam setiap kebahagiaan

Yang kini dipertanyakan keberadaannya

Yang terus berseru Dan menjerit

Memanggil pulang para pengelana jalanan

Karena hari sudah petang

Penuh dengan makhluk tanpa bayangan

Yang mampu menghapus setiap senyuman

Yang tersungging dalam setiap wajah yang lugu

Yang menanti kepastian

Kapan semua Tari Dan dansa akan diteruskan

memori lsp

 

6 juni 24 kamis

 

6 juni 24 kamis

klinik

apotek

wrg

bni eror

kampus

rudos

wrg

allahuakbar

5 juni 24 rabu

 5 juni 24 rabu

wrg

kampus

rudos

masjid

wrg

allahuakbar

4 juni 24 selasa

 

4 juni 24 selasa

kampus

pamela

wrg1 eror

wrg 2 swiss

wrg 3 kopi koniciwa

wrg4 eror

wrg 5 plus btina n daughter

kampus

masjid

rudos

wrg

allahuakbar

3 juni 24 senen

 

3 juni 24 senen

wrg

kampus

rudos

masjid

wrg

rudos

sore pom

rs eror

allahuakbar

2 juni 24 minggu

 

2 juni 24 minggu

siang wrg1

wrg2

mlm pijet

allahuakbar